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cestodes anyone?

sorry, i couldn't help it :p

Conversations from home

me: ehh, so how's the exam? omg WHAT U DOING ONLINE?
bro: hah, resting. ok lor.
me: go study lah.
bro: wassup?
me: studying lor STRESS LA HOW CANNOT FINISHHH
bro: -.-"

mummy
eh, you two very funny. your brother say he is in the middle of the exams and relaxing, he say you got three weeks left and already like that.

//homesick

because it's all do or die now.

what the heck am i doing online?!

ignorance aside - exams are once again around the corner, four, no i mean three weeks to go before we meet again in MPSH freezing, nervous and very sure that this time we're not going to make it alive. the constant feeling of impending doom is kinda wearing off on me alr, and i'm numbed? accustomed? to constantly feeling like a complete airhead all throughout the day, worried, forgetful, nervous - highly unlikely.

i hate it that i turn into some nerdasaurus come exams.

i keep reminding myself that i have much to be thankful for, that i have been truly receiving many many blessings throughout my lifetime and today when Fr. Cary spoke on end of the world issues, made me wonder what I have done, what I have given in return to all the wonderful things that I have received. and yes, today it really made me wonder whether what I do justifies the things and blessings I have received.

hopefully at the start of this new week i'll be able to keep that thought in mind and live up to what I've been blessed with. stress or not, exams or not, it all comes down to what really matters most and whether we've forgotten our way along our journey but never the end we're journeying towards.

so come rain or come shinee, I really hope with fingers crossed, that I don't lose sight of my end :/

i need a new brain